Spiritual Danshari Case 2: Letting go of negative relationship with mother

Female. Taiwan.
She had long time problem with her mother. Here is the result after Spiritual Danshari.

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Before Spiritual danshari

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Please write all your feeling and thought as you feel about "relationship with your mother":

I feel love to my mom, I want to love her but she is not trying to love me. She says she loves me but I do not feel any connection with her.  She never talk to me when I was child till 3 years old. Our house maid told my mom the I do not speak to any friends at park and she never heard me saying any words. My mom took me to the doc. the doc. asked the first do I understand his question, I told him yes. I understood.   This is my first Word.  I am trying to find my relationship with my mom. She does not understand why I am message to her so much about the pass.  I told her about what is my view of her relationship with my dad and how she treat me when my dad left the house to play golf or majan game with his friends instead stay home with her and family.  I am not angry with her, but try to help her to understand what love really means. I have no pain with the past but want to reconnect with my mom. I only want to find my roots of love.


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After Spiritual Danshari

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1. How do you feel now when you read what you wrote before Spiritual Danshari?:

After I read this, I have no feeling at all.... I am not expecting about her love any more neither finding my roots of love.  No matter what she tells me I have no emotion about it now. I am no longer angry or happy what she was telling me or do to me.  

2. Did you have any realizaiton during or after healing process? If
you have, can you describe?:

Yes, I realized that it's not only that I have to tell her all my feeling to her, I have to let her understand that I am not filial to make her feeling sad and angry but I have to express my feeling at all time.  I am a person not her belonging.  I am what I am not belong to her even though she is my mom.  I am a individual, too.  I have my right,too!  In my life, I feel stronger, and more confident of myself.